Good day everyone! I have been moved and now im unpacked and all settled into my place with Ron... The move didnt go as bad as I thought it would and the 4 cats are getting along alot better than i thought! <no fur flying fights yet>
Everything in life should go this smoothly!
I hope all is well with everyone here... sorry i dont get to update very much here i will try and continue to do so as i develope my wiccan experinces and grow as a person and hope that i can make lots of new friedns here. I already meet 2 great guys and hope they are doing well... they helped me alot with telling me about thier beliefs and helping me to understand why and how they think the way they do.. I appreciate your view points!
Sorry this is short I will add more blogs when I have more to say heheh
I am just stopping in here to leave a little note. I am currently still in the process of moving and have packed alot of boxes so far. Its amazing the things you can accumulate after a few years of settling into a place. I didnt think I had much stuff but every time I look around it seems I am not much closer than when I started. Once i getr a truck though and get the big things moved I know that it will go faster.
Next weekend is the time of moving. I hope the weather holds out. I hope nature holds out for me on the weekend like it did this weekend! Dont want all my things to get wet in the move and also don't eant it to be so terribly humid that Iwont feel like lifting a thing outside. Being its here in the midwest though where our weather changed on a half day basis I won't be counting on the awesome weather we have already had.
The move is stressing me out somewhat... Not only am I moving in with my Boy friend and his roomate but I am moving my 2 cats in with his 2 cats sooo that should also be an experience to remember... I have so many boxes around full of stuff that used to be on places I know that is stressing my cats out already noticing things arent where they are supposed to be.. Im sure that when I am not there they are sniffing all the boxes thinking how bizarre. My black cat Sassami has moved so much with me though he probably knows whats about to occur but my Grey cat Smokey is not in the know of what is about to transpire... I am worrie dthat my boys are not going to get along with Rons Girl kitties. I have spent 2 and half years splitting my time up and both set of cats seem to love me but they are so different. The place I am moving from is a large house that i am giving moeny to a firend to be there and my cats have ALOT of space to run play and hide and sleep and moving in with my boy friend in his smallish apartment with not alot of space will be an adjustment for me and the cats also. Rons cats seem more lazy and not as active than mine so I think it has alot to do with the amount of play space available and now my cats are beinga dded to the mix. I'm sure it will all work out.. Maybe just getting nervous jitters about living with someone and all so Im over analyzing things. I havent lived with a lover in about 5 and half years,, well I had a few that stayed extended periods of time at my place but none that offically had lived with me... <sigh> But we have been together over 2 years now and its time to do this... He is loving carringa nd respectful So i know it will all be okay.
Iam wrestling with being pagan and what division I will follow. He said he will support me in what ever facet I pick up as a way to live.. I also may not decide to pick one at all but adapt a love around general Ideas from several. I do want to do crafting though.. spell casting and such as long as it is safe and no harm is done to anyone. I am sure this will all come with time.
Thank you to the few people that I have meet here! so far everyone seems nice and accepting which I expected! I hope I get to add more as friends as time goes on. I dont think there are many wiccans around in my area that are gay men... I just dropped the likely hood to about nil LOL ... I am moving to a new area though I used to be in Durant Iowa <very smallish> and will be soon living in East moline Illinois which is so mucha part of the quadcities that it the area would cause a culture shock really if I hadnt already grew up in the Quad cities! I am excited to be an Illinoiian again!!! any one in my are please say hello!!!
Well i will end this blog now today.. I am happyin my mood even though I have alot to do in the next week or two. I took the first week of august off so I will post another blog about how the move went and keep you all up to date...
Thanks for stopping by and please lets get to be friends!
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.
